I know I haven't been here a lot lately. I had tons of private problems. After a beautiful 8 and a half year relationship and 5 years of marriage 3 months ago my wife left me. We separated not on the best terms. So I have been lately depressed, had to cancel work and couldn't sleep for a long time but I'm getting better now. So I'm a little bit more ok every day. Just wanted to share it with you guys here since this is the longest forum I'm on and have some very good friends and aquaitances here.
that was a very sad story. i just admire you for sharing your personal problem here in this forum. not all people have gutts llike you because ego will come up first. i just hope that you already recovered from that pain. just look on the bright side!